to the exams countdown .

i can't believe we're going through this again. i extremely hate having to travel all the way down to the east just to sit for my paper :/ i could still recount last year's experience. jun, vann and i desperately trying to cram whatever we could in the car before we sit for the paper. some papers were really tough. some examiners tried to be 'creative' and changed their usual style of questioning which killed us all , ON THE SPOT. i remember how i panicked like mad when i couldn't complete the first question of the paper and how i got home feeling so demoralised and emotional :/ CANT WAIT FOR THE FIFTEENTH OF MAY <3<3 all hell break loose and i can't wait to get on with our summer plans. 

mugging has taken a toll on us, physically and mentally. we had to take turns to struggle to separate from our bed and head to school to secure seats for to revise in school. it's insane how when we reached at 9 plus and there were no seats available. my dear rach was such a joke the other day. i burst out laughing when i woke up to her whatsapp message in our group convo. 

" please help. my bones are going to disintegrate if i wake up " 

i've got to hand it to these crazy bunch of pals who made the whole mugging process a lot easier to get by . i can't express how happy and thankful i'm to have found them ; how these mugging sessions made us a lot closer. 

till the fifteenth of may <3 

Of recent happenings and thoughts.

last night , i did my very first apparel review at bestofshopping :) 

the people in the livejournal community are so friendly and encouraging . 

the postive comments totally make my day. 

it's so true when they say shopping brings people together, just like our uni clique. 

been really busy with the exam preparations and ouch , current countdown : < a month

we are really racing against time . god please multiply my strength and capacity. 

my blog looks so bare with the lack of updates :<

last night , we celebrate wing's 21st birthday at kim's family restaurant. 

thank god all of us live within the same vicinity. makes it so much easier to meet for a meal 

that got me questioning, we don't really meet up for meals even though we stay so near :(

anyway , it was our first meeting with wing's boyfriend aka OWL (one week later)

food glorious food . not very impressed with the selection of side dishes on that day though :(

not a fan of spicy rice cakes but i'm loving the magee noodles and ham . 

makes me miss seoul so much. when we could eat unlimited flow of bbq meet for 8000 won 

had 6 hours of class tuition before the meetup and was really zonked out. 

never felt so lethargic before. + the fact that age is catching up .. not a good sign. 

surprised the birthday girl with a tiramisu cake from cake avenue 

what a tasty sinful indulgence. will definitely be back for more cakes and pastries. 

& to punish wing for her delay in delivery of news of her new status.. 

we decided to be naughty and cheeky on her 21st birthday celebration 

we made her take 21 different shots of different requirement with her bf in the restaurant

had a good time laughing and squeaking in delight when each mission was accomplished. 

below's one of the many pictures taken and we sure hope they get hitch one day ! 

 linzhong who's caught red handed :x 

after dinner, we headed for a karaoke to sing and chill while some of us went home to mug . 

they lied when they say things would be a breeze after A's . everyone's so busy and stressed. 

i can't imagine the stress my kids have to go through in future when it's already so competitive now

two weeks ago , i went on a proper date with kun the superficial boy 1991. 

last week saw me going through my worst ( physically )

i had to down a series of bitter powdered TCM followed by western chalky medicinal solution.

all through all these shit, i didn't even lose much kilograms. girls' main concern. 

the very 'health conscious' bf wanted me to gym with him despite having chest pain

" you really got heart pain meh? " 

so i asked him to choose between a fat but alive gf & skinny but half dying gf. 

started off the day with a hearty brunch at one of the white dog cafe (??)

before we utilised the sentosa voucher that his mom got for us

we had the entire cable cabin to ourselves on the returning trip (!!) 

regretted wearing a maxi skirt because it's so inconvenient and hot 

nevertheless, it was a very good date because we spent quality time together.

it's always me studying in the dining room while he plays his playstation in the room. 

love this aztec top ^^

 last week was emotionally and physically taxing for me. 

while i lay down on my bed, my head was spinning

it was so traumatising that i wouldn't wanna go through that ever again

one of the most disgusting and uncomfortable moments in life.  

i couldn't revise nor comfort one of my dearest girlfriend who's having a hard time now.

just yesterday , one of my girlfriend told me about her aunt being abused by her husband. 

my mom went through a failed marriage so she always warned me to choose my partner carefully. 

she thinks kun's a good man and asked me not to choose anymore lol 

while my friend sarah's mom kept asking her to keep her options open. what contrast.

as i'm typing this, i'm seething with anger 

with a man who broke my friend's heart ; i doubt he gives a shit anyway. 

it's funny how some people can move on so easily. 

i went through my fair share of breakups and heartache and they were nightmare. 

but always remember and remind yourself constantly 

"He who isn't there at your worst , doesn't deserve to be there at you best "

xx till the next.