private moments like this

life's too short to be unhappy. momma's ex boss once told me that it's a wiser and better option to choose a shorter and happier life rather than one that's long and unhappy. still, life's too unpredictable to know what's gonna happen next.

if you only had a day to live, would you still care about how the world view you ? some people try so hard to please others, do things that are deemed acceptable in their eyes and try to live in a way whereby they will not be categorised under 'outcasts' this innate fear that i'm sure almost every individual experience here and there. at times when we try to assert an ' individuality ' , we do certain things just to make us look good. you betray your ownself for the whole damn world. we harp at someone's negligence and mistakes but we fail to realise that no one is infalliable.

if only everyone could just stop looking back and move forward.
bury the hatchet

:(

ikr, easier said than done.

one of the pictures thats etched so vividly in my mind

during times when i feel dejected and frustrated,
pictures like that makes me a tad happier (:

decoy

gracia yenqin chloe loveee (:

i was literally dragging my feet to work. i have never dread work so badly. it's such a dumb issue afterall and i should have just left with yvonne at the very beginning of the month . this is so annoying, totally blown out of proportion -.- nevertheless, it was good having serene and ivy's companion. aris called for an impromptu BT team lunch which made all of us stunned. & we had lovely pasta at swensens for lunch . i think i'm gonna miss serene ivy aris and the rest terribly after i'm off from work :(

anyway, i managed to hit my weekly target and i 'm entitled to a half day leave tomorrow! however, my boss was kind and flexible enough to let me utilise it today so i went off to meet chloe gracia and curly (: yes, curly's my new pet name for our cute little miss yang ! we were sauntering around the usual places in town like cineleisure , ion and 313. speaking of 313 , it's gracia's favourite number one shopping spot. she's completely in love with the four storey forever 21 that she patrons them almost weekly. i think i can draft a letter to inform their in-charge not to fret over loss of sales due to financial crisis for there will always be their loyal supporter gracia tang.

then we head over to sephora @ ion because chloe wanted to check out their makeover. that was when we met a really enthusiastic and friendly shop assistant who tried out some make up for me. initially we only wanted to check out the eye make up but she went on to do cheeks and lips which took quite a while. & regretfully, i was late for tuition and had to miss my twins again. AGAIN. i'm such a horrible tutor :/

weekends gone in a poof.

i was desperately counting down to the weekends by marking my calendar and then poof, another weekend's gone again. i always wished that my weekends would be longer but doubt that will ever happen. amidst all the tuitions, i managed to squeeze out time for a movie with yongkun on satuday and catchup session with noelle . i told myself that i have to make up time for noelle because i stood her up twice due to a series of unfortunate events . sounds cliche but true. my schedule goes haywire not that i'm without a planner.

anyway i'm temporarily back from my blogging hiatus. i thought that i need a new blogger space to keep it going. you know, new 'environment' , new aspirations.. i was contemplating hard between wordpress and blogger but i've decided to stick to blogger because i'm too accustomed to it but it turns out to be a really bad choice because i always can't upload my pictures on blogger. -.- that explains why this is a picture-less post.

i thought it would be monday blues today but it turns out to be a pretty fab day. work's always fun with serene , gaya , ivy and the credit card peeps. ordered a slingback tunic from asos with abygail and the rest on the thursday and it arrived on sunday. kudos to efficient aby she brought the entire loot to the office to distribute. she's one of the few 91 babies and i really enjoyed her companion . both of us share the same feeling about workplace - how we hated the job and dread coming to work but we love the people around. my company set a new early release challenge this week which includes :

28k daily ( individual ) - early release anytime
80k this week - free half day on friday
100k this week - free off day on friday.

thanks to gaya's referral, i managed to hit the first one and go off at 2 plus pm. i was supposed to head off around ten am after i submitted my application but aris my lovely manager advised me to stay till noon to cover my half day on thursday to meet chloelove. so i managed to get a half day plus cleared my half day for thursday so there wont be any reductions to my basic pay . nuff' said , off to tuition.

couple of my favourite shots + moments.

the woman who made life in office hell lot of easier (:
even though that's a really really unflattering picture of me,
i've decided to post it up since you know, lovelove

the people who have witness all my ups and downs.
my best nan hua pals .

pjclique. (:

dance clique.