bittersweet

on monday , kun dropped me a bomb when i texted him after my tuition. 

i wouldn't say that the results were not expected but i'm still very shocked.

shocked at the sudden change of events and how it caught him off guard

& how a lot of plans , goals and aspirations dashed just like that. 

that's why they always say , EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. 

whatever it is, i hope he'll get out of army soon and we can start planning for the future together. 

giving you all the love in the world <3<3<3<3 

managed to catch up a lil with jeanette via text and i realised how much i've missed her

we used to talk over the phone almost every single day for the two years in JC 

and now we only talk for like once in a month or so :( 

we were reminiscing the good old days (albeit just two years back but feels so long ago)

how we would camped in front of the computer for bonitochico's launch 

we would talk about the handsome TVB actors from the hongkong drama series. 

now that both of us are so busy with school work and tuitions

we barely have time for each other .. 

actually i realised i barely have time for anyone else

felt really guilty when kun told me that he lost trust in me cos i promised to allocate time for him :(

wished everyone that i loved was in the same course as me

so i could see them almost every single day like lylayang and darach 

if only we can choose the easy way out at all times . 

hate how tuition and the mens issue is turning my world upside down :( 

tuition's not always dreadful when you have interesting kids . 

today , my primary one boy ronnie dropped his pencil so he went under the table to get it

i was too engrossed marking his work that i didn't realised he stayed under for some time

then i felt someone touching my toes...

"teacher rebecca , your toes are very dirty i help you clean "

& the innocent little boy scrapped off my glitter pedicure in black base 

told his mom and she burst out laughing . 

OMG RONNIE WHY SO CUTE?!

& the other time i was suffering from bad cramps 

the very cute lyla yang tweeted. 

"TIMES LIKE THESE REMINDS US THAT WE ARE WOMEN " 

and told us to hang in there and gave us a virtual rose. 

peeps like these keep you going, dont you agree :)